A POET’S DEATH IS HIS LIFE
The dark wings of night enfolded the
city upon which Nature had spread a pure and white garment
of snow; and men deserted the streets for their houses
in search of warmth, while the north wind probed in
contemplation of laying waste the gardens. There in
the suburb stood an old hut heavily laden with snow
and on the verge of falling. In a dark recess of that
hovel was a poor bed in which a dying youth was lying,
staring at the dim light of his oil lamp, made to flicker
by the entering winds. He was a man in the spring of
life who foresaw fully that the peaceful hour of freeing
himself from the clutches of life was fast nearing.
He was awaiting Death’s visit gratefully, and
upon his pale face appeared the dawn of hope; and on
his lips a sorrowful smile; and in his eyes forgiveness.
He was a poet perishing from hunger
in the city of living rich. He was placed in the earthly
world to enliven the heart of man with his beautiful
and profound sayings. He was a noble soul, sent by the
Goddess of Understanding to soothe and make gentle the
human spirit. But alas! He gladly bade the cold earth
farewell without receiving a smile from its strange
occupants.
He was breathing his last and had no
one at his bedside save the oil lamp, his only companion,
and some parchments upon which he had inscribed his
heart’s feeling. As he salvaged the remnants of
his withering strength he lifted his hands heavenward;
he moved his eyes hopelessly, as if wanting to penetrate
the ceiling in order to see the stars from behind the
veil of clouds.
And he said, "Come, oh beautiful
Death; my soul is longing for you. Come close to me
and unfasten the irons of life, for I am weary of dragging
them. Come, oh sweet Death, and deliver me from my neighbors
who looked upon me as a stranger because I interpret
to them the language of the angels. Hurry, oh peaceful
Death, and carry me from these multitudes who left me
in the dark corner of oblivion because I do not bleed
the weak as they do. Come, oh gentle Death, and enfold
me under your white wings, for my fellowmen are not
in want of me. Embrace me, oh Death, full of love and
mercy; let your lips touch my lips which never tasted
a mother’s kiss, nor touched a sister’s
cheeks, nor caressed a sweetheart’s fingertips.
Come and take me, my beloved Death."
Then, at the bedside of the dying poet
appeared an angel who possessed a supernatural and divine
beauty, holding in her hand a wreath of lilies. She
embraced him and closed his eyes so he could see no
more, except with the eye of his spirit. She impressed
a deep and long and gently withdrawn kiss that left
an eternal smile of fulfillment upon his lips. Then
the hovel became empty and nothing was left save parchments
and papers, which the poet had strewn about with bitter
futility.
Hundreds of years later, when the people
of the city arose from the diseased slumber of ignorance
and saw the dawn of knowledge, they erected a monument
in the most beautiful garden of the city and celebrated
a feast every year in honor of that poet, whose writings
had freed them. Oh, how cruel is man’s ignorance!
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